Why do I look like this?
Wednesday Aug 30 @ 10:10pmI’m craving affection. I don’t mean sex. I mean, a soft kiss on the cheek, running your fingers along my hand, brushing my hair out of my face. I just want some soft love.
Sunday Aug 27 @ 10:06pmAt this point it feels like if you’re ever coming into my life, I’m waiting so long for you. I promise, if you ever decide to walk into my life-whoever you are, if I have you, I will never let you go. I will be the best version of myself to make you happy. Because I will know that what I have is too precious to mess up, for I have waited an eternity. Please come into my life. I will be so good to you.
Sunday Aug 27 @ 10:05pmIf there is a God, please, please, please, please send some happiness to my family. I’m tired of seeing them hurting. Please help us all. Please. It’s been so long. Please help. Depression is no joke.
Sunday Aug 20 @ 11:01pmWhat is this stupid, lonely life I have created for myself with my anxious, depressed personality? How the fuck am I supposed to keep living like this? What the fuck is wrong with me?
Sunday Aug 20 @ 12:40pmI wish all the pain in this world can just fade away. From everyone I love and everything around. I’m so tired of hurting. I’m so tired of seeing people hurting.
Saturday Aug 19 @ 10:48pmSaturday Aug 19 @ 10:26pmDon’t ever put your happiness in someone else’s hands. They’ll drop it. They’ll drop it everytime.
C.Barzak

