Wow. So I'm gonna fail every test I have today. FUCK.
March 2012
Shit. LOT OF SHIT TO DO TODAY. YAY.
I love my family to death. Mess with them, you mess with me.
Keep pushing on, baby. The break's right here.
You know that feeling where nothing is going right?
You know that feeling you get when you want to think about something else, but there are still some things at the back of your mind bothering you? Yeah. That’s how I feel right now. I don’t want to venture to the back of my mind to see what is bothering me because I will feel worst that I feel now. I want to diminish those thoughts. For one, I need to stop caring about what people think. It’s my life. Not theirs. And also, I don’t care if I “fit in.” The biggest, most famous people in the world today were probably not the ones that “fit in.” Also, I don’t give a shit if I’m boring. I’m me, and that’s it. I have a lot of homework, so I will get off Tumblr, but as for now, I hope you all are doing great.
I wish my life would get better, but it’s not. It’s only getting harder.
When will my life get better?
Long night ahead of me.
SHIT. NIALL HORAN MARRY ME RIGHT NOW. It's weird to think that there is one lucky girl in the world right now that may not have ever meet Niall yet, and she may not be able to go to his concert, but she is his future wife. She may not even know it. That gives me hope. Haha.
